Misfortune comes in a bundle.
Woooo, thanks god I didn't die man. Past 2 weeks have been the unluckiest days for me since a long long long time.
Mahjong, lost $150, nvm, small amount, but main thing is that i haven't lost in ages!
Then bowling, sprained my wrist and pulled my hamstring and backache, then on the same day itself, I lost my fucking N80 phone. How did i lose it, I left it on the hawker centre's table. Funny thing is, I remembered to take my aromatherapy stuff, which is like 100 times bigger than my phone. Bahs.
Then yesterday, so many strange things happen la, lazy to go into details, had a high fever. 40 degrees, only managed to bring it down when i finally got persuaded by my mum to drag myself down to the clinic. Bahs. Now I'm feeling much better already.
Da nan bu si, bi you hou fu. (If you survive calamities, you will surely be blessed.)
Hope this comes true for me. Hahahaa. Alright, off to slp. Medicine's making me drowsy again. BYEBYE!
posted - 7:45 AM
Misfortune comes in a bundle.
posted - 7:45 AM
YEAR 2008!
Woots, a very high song, Ai no Uta by Psycho le Cemu to heighten the spirits as it's a new year, 2008! Cheers! (This blog is fucking rusty, you can say its e first post of 2008, or even the first post in about, 3-4 months? Lol.
Crossovered from 2007-2008 by spending the countdown night at company's chalet. Lol, though wasn't really what Ive expected how it would be, but well, still enjoyable. Sold spray cans for fun, sprayed and got sprayed @, and the finale, ZHONG JI MI MA!
Wouldnt even be tipsy in the first place, but hands itchy, poured too much vodka (YEAH, fucking disgusting VODKA!!!) and in the end had to drink myself. Arghhhh.
Well well, 2007 had been a busy year. Of course, just like the past, I swear that there're so many things that happened, both bad and good, fun and boring days. It's just that, time really flies. I'm turning 20 this year. Hahahaha. And going in to serve my NS this coming march as well. Arghhhhhhh.
Past few days had been almost the same, ytd went to Alex's granddad's funeral. Went back to my hse for mj aftermath. As usual, I won.(Lol, sorry nic. =x)
Didnt feel like blogging actually, but due to a very very very very parasitic parasite, who insists that I must blog, no matter what. The reason for that? So that she can have sth to read when she's bored. Zzzz. How long can a blog entry keep u occupied? Stupid lai de. Hahahahaha.
Hmmmm. To NANA TOH MX: Lol, not bad ah. Got sex appeal, the things u told me on msn earlier on, really cracked me up. Hahahaha. Its hard to imagine what the minds of 17 years old are thinking of right now. =/ HAHAHAHA! PS: I didn't break my promise, didn't laugh or make fun of you. This is my blog, my entry, my thoughts. Im just speaking my thoughts out. HAHAHAHAHA.
Arighte, guess i'll end my 2008 virgin post here. Cya guys ard soon yea. Ciaoz!
posted - 5:29 AM
Fuck EVERYTHING that I once believed in. I'm OVER it.
Whatever.
I don't wanna get hurt again. Not anymore.
posted - 5:14 PM
Hello.
Just felt like blogging all of a sudden. Lol. 6.23am, officially awake for 48 hours. 0.o
Today, hmmm, was quite fun ya. Went out to dota with my bros, left at 6am, went to have breakfast.
Caspar and I decided not to slp, so home we went, and dota until 12pm. Met out and went to office area, went for 3 games of billiard first, and I lost all 3 games, in which we were both fighting for the last miserable black ball 2 of the 3 games.
Went and met melvin. At TPY too. Then slacked all the way until 9, only to be informed that grouping was cancelled. So off we went, some slacking at Orchard, and then to Novena. Hahaha, we're mad. And had a heart to heart talk with my bro, BRANDIE PHUA WEN WEN! Only to discover that we 2 actually had quite alot in common. And found out about some hilarious secrets. LOL.
Well, that's how I spent the last 2 days of mine.
Anyway, one sentence which I found very true. One has to let go of something, b4 another comes. All these while, I have had mixed feelings. Am all whirled up inside my already cramped mind of mine, cramped with memories of her, that is.
Sometimes, I just hate myself. I don't know what I want for myself. A part of me still miss you so much that I just wanna hold u tight to me and not care about any other thing else. While another, is just to maintain this distance between you and me, so as to make things easier for both of us.
Roar, I just wanna live my life peacefully. And I have a dream currently, which is the promise between you and me myself. You're my main source of motivation, and I hope that this flame will not die out, just like my passion for you.
Sometimes, I don't know what you're really thinking about, I just somehow feel that you're almost the same as me. Yearning, yet the distance needs to be maintained, just in case if things turn out wrongly again. Are we both scared of making anymore mistakes again?
I always never fail to steal glimpses of you from time to time, just like a secret admirer. But, as sad to say as it is, that's the most which I can do. To look at you at a corner, hoping that you'll be fine, when I know that sometimes you're not.
This love game is really tiring me out, I wanna move on, for a brighter future. For our promise. For being able to give you a much more comfortable life than what you've ever wanted.
Will you be there for me, to edge me on, be it openly or secretly? Will I always be able to see you ard me, giving me hope and motivation?
Erm, sry guys I know the above content sounds abit cheesey and corny, but those are really my heart-felt thoughts. Pls bear with it.
As ignorant about you I may seem, I still care. I still worry. And I know that you know it yourself too. Just that, we cant do whatever we want due to certain circumstances. This I understand.
Whatever it is, no matter how things turn out in the future, come what may, I just want you to know, that there'll always be me. To be around you, to lend u a listening ear whenever you need one, a shoulder for u to lean on whenever you're down, a warm hug to let you know that you're appreciated, and a soft kiss to show that you're still being loved.
I've really fallen this time, I've fallen, in love. With you. STHW. :')
posted - 6:23 AM
Hello, here am I blogging away. Had no idea why the sudden interest, but just felt like it, so it doesn't matter.
August 27th. That day sucked. The day when she decided to leave me for her ex. I wasn't angry. I did'nt hate her. I just felt so depressed,and disappointed. Yes, 1 month maybe short, but the feelings involved, the memories, will and cannot be replaced.
Friends gave each of their respective advices and opinions, however, nothing seem to go inside my head. Still, every ounce of my brain was her, her & her. Who did she choose, what she did, what she said that night, it is still vividly appearing on my mind. EVERY SINGLE MOMENT.
How stupid I am to my brothers and friends, I don't know. I just know that, if she comes back to me, I'll welcome her with a warm hug and kiss her on the forehead and tell her that I'm sorry. I ain't a good boyfriend. Whatever you had done, I'd already forgave you. Give me a chance to make things up to you.
During this one month, I hadn't given you much, I apologise for it. I hope that you didn't make the wrong choice this time, and don't regret your decision, for I sincerely give you and him my blessings.
Stay happy always my dear, Sharon Tung Hui Wen.
All the best.Labels: Depressed. ='(
posted - 9:09 PM
Woooooo. Update update, if not others would think I've given up on this blog already. Hmmm.
LAPTOP REPAIRING IN PROGRESS,IM FUCKING BORED! But oh well, been going out almost everyday, so doesnt matter. Anyway, just kinda celebrated BP's bday just now, then went for number. Cant slp yet, will be heading down to clementi for some office stuff, will be having 2 more downlines. For those that duno, dont care about me. Lol
Hmmm, Sunshine Empire's genting trip, I'll be going for it! 5 DAYS OF FUN, but well, not really that I'll be playing ard for the whole 120 hours. Will be having talks given by our International President, James Phang. Sounds kinda grand, but he's really someone that is defintely worthy of anyone's respect. Lol, looking forward to the trip.
Argh, you know, though there isn't any contact btw e two of us now, but I do think of you every now and then. What can you, or rather anyone including me to make me forget you. Bahs.
Oh yea, i wont be going to serve National Service anytime soon, provided i find a polytechnic that allow me to enrol in by September. Woo, if i do find one, another 3 years of extra time for that stupid piece of diploma(No choice, i promised my mum I will get one. -.-), and my career of course.
Btw, knn leh, laptop was supposed to come back yesterday, Acer called and said laptop too many problems, not yet fixed. Cb. Acer is not on my recommendation list for those who wanna get laptops. HP is good. Axus too, they got one model which can turn the screen ard and make it look like some big sized PDA. DAMN COOL. LOL.
Alright, enough of the crapping, nth much to blog anyway. Will update again soon. Take care everyone!
posted - 10:00 AM
I MISS YOU, ELAINE!
Hahahaha, this post is so random.
Sighs...
posted - 3:30 PM
